Misunderstood

Hemm .... why is it that I'm so easily misunderstood ???
Am I not speaking in simple English ??
or perfect Malay ???
Ke saya guna bahasa "Org Utan"
Oh I know ... must be bahasa org yg selalu pergi bertapa

I) Sir, I'm sorry if I sound overly passionate to you, definitely not trying to scare you here
the truth is my heart is as cold as ice & the only affection that I may have
are probably for those in need ....

II) My treasure, my children,
I wish I could grow old in front of you, let you see my wrinkles
my joints start aching & my white hairs beyond hiding
I wish I could see you having your own family
building your own lives
But as I had told my fren before ..... "I feel like I'm knocking on heaven's door"
and I'm racing against time