Detox! Detox! Detox!

Preparing for Awal Muharram ... I'm going on detox programme
Detox body, mind & soul ......
Detox Physically, Emotionally & Spiritually!!!

Physical Detox (Body) - a) Detox Body - Juvanex vs Kinohitimitsu ??
Juvanex >RM100 ( for 2 sets) , Kino RM60.90
Actually it's not the question of cost ... it's a question of taste
Which am I able to drink .... me think : none, ahaks!!
b) Detox Skincare : Found an "over the counter" product which I like
but i'll go for "on the shelf" one, easier to buy
c) Detox Haircare : Aiming for Toni & Guy's Detox Shampoo
Conditioner : alAisyah - perfecto mento!!!
d) Detox Cosmetic : Aiming for one "over the counter" product
but landed at Rimmel's instead ....
Never mind .... "over the counter" can wait..... next year, insyaAllah

Emotional Detox (Soul) - An advice from an old fren, let it out & let it go ...
so I've let it out to my eFrens, now I'm letting it go. Tak perlu sedih lagi .....
They are still my Frens. I will NEVER break the silraturahim. Nauzubillah.

Spiritual Detox(Soul) - Start preparing for Hajj. Never mind when I'm actually going ... MUST start preparing for it from now on .....

Detox my Mind - Ustaz kata, "Satu hari 10 perkataan" .... alahai, dah tua-tua ni ...
boleh ke ingat???
BUT for better understanding of the qur'an this is a MUST!!!
Dan membaca alQur'an itu membersihkan hati so .... MESTI! MESTI!
MESTI! buat

Therefore ... hopefully ... insyaALLAH ... by 1 Muharram I AM a NEW me .......... :D

HasbiAllah, La ila ha illa anta, tawakal al-allah, subhanaka inni kuntu minazzalimin
Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tiada Tuhan melainkan Engkau, aku berserah pada Allah, Maha Suci Engkau, sesungguhnya aku termasuk org2 yg menzalimi diri sendiri

Sahabat Yang Terbuang

Aku telah lama tahu
aku sahabat yang terbuang
kamu lempar jauh dari hidupmu
terakhir dalam senarai sahabat yang
kamu hargai
atau mungkin tidak di dalam senarai, sama sekali

Aku tahu aku bukan siapa-siapa
kamu peramah mudah sahaja berteman
satu pergi seribu datang menyapa
mudah sahaja mendapat pengganti
apalagi bagimu aku umpama pasir, debu di jalan

Aku tidak mahu menipu diri
aku tidak bisa menahan
kepiluan dan perih dalam hati ini ....
tidak ingin aku melupakan
sahabat yang paling ku hargai

Berkali aku nekad untuk pergi membawa diri
tapi tetap juga aku di sini
memerhati dari kejauhan ini
menyapa walau kamu membisu, membatu sejuta kali
aku sadar diri, mengaca berkali-kali

Laughing it Away

Entered the door & hubby said, " someone was in the house" pointing at his scattered tools. All the drawers in the living room were open.
Everything were left scattered in our room & the next.
We saw the point of entry = our ventilation outlet and his/their point of escape : thru our fire escape route. (This is the reason why people lock their fire escape exit which causes death of trapped victims)
I went to the kitchen & went "Abang, how am I suppose to cook??"
He asked," Why?"
"Look"
I pointed to the hole in the wall where the pipe was supposed to be ...
Hahahaha.... we burst out laughing
Somehow .... it seemed funny.
All in all we realised the thief or thieves had stolen everything that were made copper ... even the electric wire. Tsk!Tsk!Tsk!
Menyusahkan orang betul!!! Hahaha

Teenagers in Love

I found out about it when Aisyah accidentally read his sms.
She was playing a game using her brother's hp when an sms came in.
Without thinking she opened the sms & read it ... and then went : "IBU... nak muntah Ichah"
She was clearly very upset, complaining "Mana boleh sayang abang orang.. bla,bla, bla"
Frankly, I never thot she would be that possessive.

AND surprise, surprise ... I find myself quite calm.
I can accept it.
But I teased Aisyah & said "why don't you reply to her & tell her only you can
sayang your brother"
Alhamdulillah, she didn't.
I don't think it would be appropriate.

I'm not going to interfere. I have spoken to him about frenship, I don't think I need
to repeat what I said.
BUT I will talk to him about love and responsibility, insyaAllah, soon.

BTW, I did reply to one of her sms, without reading it ...
because she kept sending msgs & his hp was near the pc
(mengacau ketenteraman aku nak buat kerja je !!!)
I wrote : "anak saya gi tahlil"
Hint Hint (if she gets the hint) .. I know you exist. Hahaha.

Hemm .... at least Sulaiman's fren introduced herself. I do prefer that.
Except Sulaiman has so many frens :
"Yang mana satu ni Long ..??"
"Hihihi ... kawan-kawan je la .. Bu

http://inakl-musical.blogspot.com/2009/10/teenagers-love-language.html#links

If I Could Turn Back Time

If i could turn back time

I would erase all the disputes, arguments

and misunderstandings

I would not be unkind

I would not say all those harsh words

never be so "blind"

I'd like to start anew

like a new born baby

a clean white cloth ....

I'm starting over

writing a new story

as my new journey unfold.

May Allah swt help me

not to repeat those mistakes I made

guide me to be a true mukmin

so I'll be worthy of a place in heaven, close to Allah swt & Rasulallah saw

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Semoga hatiku dapat ku bersihkan

semoga aku dapat menjadi tetamu yang mulia

bersama sekeping doa harapan

agar bertemu kita di sana

Cinta utamaku untuk Allah

kedua untuk Rasulallah

ketiga untuk keluarga

keempat untuk sahabat

kelima untuk jiran tetangga

keenam untuk saudara seagama

ketujuh untuk saudara senegara

ke lapan untuk nusantara

ke sembilan untuk seantero dunia ...... :)

Notes for My Husband & My Fren

My Dear Husband,
He is a fren I treasure
will always be the fren I treasure
but you are the special man in my life,
will always be the "One & Only" special man in my life :)

My Dear Fren,
I need you my fren
but I know you don't want me around
so I'll keep my distance ...... :(
I'm happy knowing you're happy
& whatever is good for you ... is good enough for me

Love you both in 2 different ways
one as a fren I treasure
the other as the special someone I marry
the father of my children ... til death do us part.

It Used To Be

It used to be he likes putting his head on my shoulder

now I can put my head on his ^_^

Harapan Tinggal Secebis

Seindah warna pelangi

sebening embun pagi

secebis harapan

mengapai impian ...

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