Oh How My Heart Weeps

Ya Allah, I feel so alone now ...
in my fight to break this vicious cycle
and I weep .. I weep my hearts out
Alhamdullilah ... thank you Allah
for letting me know
that the one fren I thot would understand me most
actually chooses to be unwilling to understand ........
and my heart cries ... and cries .........

Ya Allah,
lindungilah anak-anakku walau di mana mereka berada
semoga mereka tidak mengulangi kesilapan ini .....
dan sejarah tidak akan pernah berulang lagi !!!

For every drop of tears that I shed
for every drop of blood that I bled
I will die in my quest if I need to
no mattter how alone I may be
the cycle will be broken ... insyaAllah
I am blessed with Allah's love
and THAT is enough for me .....