Ape Ape Aje 3

We ignore those who adore us
adore those who ignore us
hurt those who love us
love those who hurt us .....

Ignore those who adore me ???
I DON"T think so .... because as far as I know my children are the only people who adore me and as far as I know I have NEVER ignored them

Adore those who ignore me ??
Err .. adore ???

Adore is too strong a word for it ...

Something less than adore definitely ....

BUT ya ... he ignores me ... TOO BZ la .....

Hurt those who love me ??

Unintentionally .... my sincere apologies to them

Love those who hurt me ??

I'm not in love ..... so ....

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Rushing thru the weekend :-

Went back to KJG feeling Grr...

Sesampai aje ... terus simpan beg dalam bilik ..... pas tu masuk bilik MIL untk bersalam ngan dia

Tengok dia terbaring atas katil terus ghaib segala Ggrr ...

"Mak demam ke Mak??" Saya rasa dahi dia .. Alhamdulillah, tak panas

"Tak, kaki Mak ni yg sakit"

Dia tunjukkn kaki dia yg sakit, something she never did before, saya letak tgn saya atas bhg yg sakit,

malangnya saya bukan perawat.

Tapi Alhamdulillah juga, esoknya sakit dia berkurangan & dia dapat ikut kami jenguk adik

& menantu dia yg sakit di Hospital Selayang.

Nasib baik juga kami dtg ziarah mereka ... dua-duanya keseorangan.

BUT one with good excuse lah .... so he didn't mind.

As for hubby's aunt .... tak tahulah saya nak cakap apa.

Udahlah masa tu dia dipindahkan dari ICU ke wad

So it was a blessing we came ..dapatlah juga tolong bawakan all her personal stuffs.

In fact masa nak pindahkan dia ke katil baru, it took 2 nurses & me

I was thinking .... at a time like this, she needs her children most of all, especially for their emotional support. Masa nak balik tu jadik serba salah pulak sebab tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan dia sorang-sorang

And then when we visited hubby's BIL, he was telling me he didn't tell his brothers because he didn't want to bother them ..

Huh ?? ... ini lain pulak halnya ni .....

"Patutnya beritahu kan ??"

I was nodding away like "u shud nanti apa-apa hal berlaku sure mereka kesal" ....

but then I was also thinking of the same thing b4 when I was hospitalised ..

pandai lak suruh org beritahu .... sendiri pun sama jugak .. ahaks

Anyway, he called his brother & inform him there and then.

HeHeHe ... berpengaruh jugak aku ni ye ....

At the same time I called my youngest sister who is spending her holiday in Penang & told her, "Kalau ada masa singgahlah jenguk Abang Din kat Island Hospital"

AND my Bad ... I knew of the accident on Monday but only told my eldest sis abt it on Sat.

Terlupa ... genuinely terlupa that my sis & my SIL are good frens so surely she would want to know if her good fren ditimpa kesusahan.

Aduhai .... gitulah when frens become family. Tak beritahu as a family kena juga beritahu as a fren

ni bukan just frens .... best frens Man ... nasib baik tak kena sembur ngan kakak.

Dalam kalut mengejar waktu tu, sempat juga bagi kata semangat pada hubby's nephew

yg sedang menjalani kursus A Levels dgn biasiswa MARA. "Don't worry, you can do it .. bla,bla,bla"

I am blessed and I count my blessings that Allah swt grants me the ability to be compassionate

and care for the people around me & make them happy. (without denying my true feelings)

Alhamdulillah I came back from KL

meninggalkan semua org dalam keadaan mereka merasa gembira & they know they can count on us.

And I know my husband is also very pleased because I was there for his family.

Mudah-mudahan Allah swt melimpahi kami dengan rahmat dan kasih sayangNYA. Amin.