Mentally Emotionally SICK ???

I admit I'm passionate when it comes to my family & frens
may be too passionate for some people to understand.
But to say I'm "sick" IS extreme ............

I don't expect people to understand me
especially when they don't know the inside story ...
and I don't exactly tell people my story
even if I do share with frens who I trust
or some, publicly at a yahoogroup ... the public story is only just 30% of the whole story
& my frens probably get 80% or less
(I hardly share with my own family .. it can only make things worse!!!)
Point is .... there are things you will NEVER share
except with Allah swt.
So only Allah swt knows the whole truth
Well, actually HE knows more than 100% coz HE knows you inside out
HE knows the things you let out or show & the things you hide in your heart.

SIGH !!! I don't want to be bothered by this any more ....
JUDGE me all you people want ...............
I'll STILL do things because I WANT to ... NOT because people expects me to

Cinta hakiki .... I've got it ... Alhamdulillah
Cinta insani .... I have my children & sisters who love me ... THATS good enough !!!
SO WHAT if other people ( family & frens) can't be bothered whether I'm dead or alive .....
I STILL believe that just because they stop bothering does not mean I have to stop caring ...
Allahualam