Ajal

Blogging for Simon ???
Hemm ..
Writing about what I do everyday.. THATS boring
I have a pretty BBORRINGGG life !!!
Writing about how I reach my target weight ???
Hey ... what can I say ... I hardly stick to the routine

i) I'm suppose to start exercising today
Did I do it ???
NO
ii) I'm suppose to eat healthy - my diet should consists of 60% veges & fruits
Well, I'm not sure if it comes up to 60% ...
40% maybe

Actually .. I know I MUST do something
because my head is throbbing
there's a blood vessel in my head that keeps giving me that "signal"
I know if I don't do something, it will "POP!!!"
Sometimes I feel ... let it "POP!!!"
But then, I haven't done the 2 things I want to do the most :
i) perform my HAJJ
ii) meet my eFren & thank him in person for "memulihkan semangatku"
everytime I was depressed & down before.

So .. Dear GOD, please help me be healthy enough to accomplish those two things before I die.
Dah accomplish baru boleh meletup...
Err ... kalau ajal saya kerana aneurism la ...
mungkin saja ajal saya kerana penyebab yg lain

POKOKNYA Ya Allah .. aku mohon dengan sangat
yg paling penting sekali bagiku .. aku dapat pergi haji sebelum aku meninggal
yg kedua ... dapat ucapkan terima kasih secara semuka pada eFren aka Mr Counsellor aku yg satu itu
Mudah-mudahan Allah kabulkan permintaan aku. Amin.
Tapi kalau tak sempat .... kalau Allah tidak izinkan kerana bukan rezeki aku
maafkanlah aku Ya Allah kerana meminta-minta sesuatu yg bukan hakku