1429Hijrah

How I greet 1429H ?
I don't believe the things people say as easily as I used to ...
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
People say things & I go ... "Hemm .. iye ke ??/are you sure ??/you really mean that ???... I don't think so"
How am I different today ??
Sceptical .... ya, I'm more sceptical now than I was last year
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
How I feel about this coming year???
I wish I can make it all stop .... all these pain and hurt
People can't hear the cries anymore because they are so busy listening to their own voices.
Won't they just SHUT UP ... all they do is talk while those who they are supposed to defend and protect are still left vulnerable & helpless.
AND I wish I can do much more ....... so much more !!!

What I will always bear in mind :-
Since friendship is a ship, it can sink like The Titanic
and eFrens like me will be the fastest to "sink" aka forgotten.
I just hope that when I "sink", if I "sink", I'll leave behind some good "memories" (e-Memories???)
BUT I do know that there are people I will always remenber & will always remain in my heart like permanent tattoos......