Responsible, Accountable, Whatever ...ble???

Yes, I will be responsible for the life choices that I have made.
Yes, I will be held accountable for the outcomes resulted from these choices
I will bear whatever it is that i have to bear.
I will endure and persevere.
I have faith that Allah listens to my cries & for every cry unto Him,
I will listen to His call & seek His guidance.
I believe in Him & I am very sure that He will not let me go astray.
In my heart this feelings that I feel inside & I have kept within me, He knows
it well.
Whatever it is ... let it be for the sake of Allah.
Whatever I do, whatever I feel, let it be for the sake of Allah, not misguided by nafs, & not for worldly benefits. Insya Allah , Amin.
So whatever .... ble !!!

Err.... somehow the song fr OAG keeps playing in my brain :-
"Kau selalu bertanya tanya ke mana destinasi, destinasiku ....."
Short-term destination : Going back to KL tomorrow coz my SIL just came back fr Melbourne,Australia. Ok ... correction ... she's back for the holiday. Married to an Australian so she is currently living in Australia.
Yang kureng enak tu .... the cuddle-cuddle part
I tak biasa la nak cuddle-cuddle. Cuddle anak sendiri boleh la
I don't mind cuddling my SIL though, just not comfy with cuddling her hubby & sons.
Aiyo ... gimana nih. The last time, I did my "disappearing act". Not sure if it will work again this time.
Semoga Allah memberi aku jalan keluar. Amin.
Longterm destination : Nun di sana .. di mana airmata tidak akan mengalir lagi.