Begitulah Aku ....

Begitu aku merajuk
kamu datang memujuk
begitu aku menjauh
kamu menyapa sayup
begitu aku diam
kamu memberi salam
berdosalah kiranya aku tidak menyahut
sedang hatiku sayu ..............
kerana begitulah aku
kamu perbuat

Dan begitulah aku
kerana kasihku
kembali berbicara
mengadu seribu cerita
kembali mengusik
tertawa, ceria ....
hati ini seperti tidak pernah terusik
sememangnya !!!
begitulah aku ............

Andai Aku Pergi Dulu

Andainya aku pergi dulu
kirimlah doa buatku
walau cuma dalam sesaat
waktu kamu teringat
padaku

Andainya aku pergi dulu
kenanglah daku dalam doamu
hanya seayat
antara doamu yang panjang
bila kamu terkenang
pada orang yang menjadikan kamu tempat mengadu

Andainya aku pergi dulu
maafkan segala kesalahanku
yang ku sedari maupun tidak
dan terima kasihku yang tidak terhingga
atas segala jasa
hanya ALLAH yang dapat membalasnya
berbahagialah ..........

aku mohon pergi dahulu ................

p/s Seandainya sesuatu berlaku padaku .... puisi ini khas ku tujukan buat dua orang sahabat yang paling ku ingat. You know who you are ...... Thank you so much for everything and
for always being there ..........

Dari Hati

Terima kasih teman
akan tetap saya berkata
dan menulis dari hati
semoga tetap pula kamu membaca
dengan hati

Yang lahir dari hati itu tulus
yang dibaca dengan hati itu kudus ...........

The Cheetah Girls

"Cheetah Sisters"
******************
There's a time when we all choose
To either quit or follow through
To just lose faith or trust your heart
To somehow lead you through the dark
You're not the only one who's dreamin'
who needs help to carry on
We might get lonely but we're not alone
[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]Cause we are sisters
We stand together
We make up one big family though we don't look the same
Our spots are different
Different colors
We make each other stronger
That ain't ever gonna change
We're cheetah girls cheetah sisters

Gotta do what we gotta do
Got the brains, got the power and we speak the truth
We're from everywhere all around the world
So ya best respect the cheetah girls
Dancing, singing from our birth
Working hard for what we deserve
Trying not to break the rules
mama didn't raise no fools
It may seem we're only dreaming
we need help to carry on
Its good to know we're not alone

[Chorus:]Cause we are sisters
We stand together
We make up one big family though we don't look the same
Our spots are different
Different colors
We make each other stronger
That ain't ever gonna change
Believe it mister
We're cheetah girls cheetah sisters

[Bridge:]Someone's always there behind
To catch us if we fall

[Chorus:]Cause we are sisters
We stand together
We make up one big family though we don't look the same
Our spots are different
Different colors
We make each other stronger
That ain't ever gonna change
Believe it mister
We're cheetah girls cheetah sisters


Cinderella
*********
When I was just a little girl,
My mama used to tuck me into bed,
And she'd read me a story.
It always was about a princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
And end up with the glory.
I'd lie in bed
And think about
The person that I wanted to be,
Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn’t for me.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free)
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Or I won't survive unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna be
No, no, no one else.I’d rather rescue myself.

Someday I'm gonna find
Someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand i'm happy just the way i am
Don't need nobody taking care of me(i will be there)
I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me
when i give myself then it has got to be an equal thing

[CHORUS – ALL:]I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free)
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Or I won't survive unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.


I can slay (I can slay) my own dragons. (My own dragons)
I can dream my own dreams. (My own dreams)
My knight in shining armor (shining armor) is me.
So I'm gonna set me free.

[CHORUS – ALL:]I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Or I won't survive unless somebody's on my side
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody (oh -Oh) to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Or I won't survive unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna depend on no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.
I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Or I won't survive unless somebody's on my side
Don't wanna depend on no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself

"Girl Power"
***********
Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never say die
Girl Power Girl Power!!
Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never come too far
Girl Power Girl Power!!

I've made mistakes before
but I know I'm not perfect
It's okay 'cause who could ever be
As long as I did my best
It won't matter what no one says
'cause deep down in my heart
I got the power to make it all happen

Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never say die
Girl Power Girl Power!!
Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never come too far
Girl Power Girl Power!!

At times I may just feel like my back is to the wall,
I hold my head up high
And keep standin' tall
I know that my back is covered
Because we have each other
and we're down for whatever.
If you hear me

Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never say die
Girl Power Girl Power!!
Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never come too far
Girl Power Girl Power!!

Sometimes life may get you down
But you better hold your ground
Can't nobody live your life but you
Stay true to who you are
And always follow your heart your heart, your heart

Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never say die
Girl Power Girl Power!!
Throw your hands up if you know that you're a star
You better stand up if you know just who you are
Never give up never come too far
Girl Power Girl Power!!


"Together We Can"
******************
We can do anything
Just you and me baby baby baby baby baby babe
Wait and see.

Hold on, sit tight.
Are you ready for a crazy ride?
You're on your own, it ain't right.
Something gotta give tonight
.[Hook]So if you wanna run, run and disappear.
You and I can bust our way right out of here.

[Chorus x2]Together we can.
Shoot the moon, stop the rain even ride a hurricane,
If we wanna.
Together we can.
Walk into space, save the human race,
do you think we oughta, we oughta? [x2][Verse 2]

Here we take our time, we can have it all.
I don't think we're gonna make it on our own.
Together we can.
Even ride a hurricane, if we wanna.
(C'mon)Walk into space save the human race.
Do you think we oughta?
Together we can

Me & My Frens

I) A fren forwarded me a mail containing these message :

Its not difficult to die for a fren
its just very difficult to find a fren worth dying for .......

Frankly, I've found a fren worth dying for ....
BUT ... I think he'd rather I live than die for him .....

II) Songs for my fren :-

You don't know how much you mean to me
whenever you're down you know that you can lean on me
no matter the situation I'm gonna hold you down ......
And you can tell everybody this is your song
I hope you don't mind that i put down in words
how wonderful life is when you're in the world
I want to thank you
for bringing me the best days of my life ....
As our life change from whatever
we will still be frens forever

III) Songs for me :-

I 've made mistakes before
I know that i'm not perfect
Never give up never say die
Stay true to who you are .......

so ... this is me ..... this is who i am .... accept me as I am or we can go our separate ways .........

Air Yang Tenang

Air yang tenang
berkocak
tiada terlihat

Yang nampak
cuma riak air beralun
sekadar isyarat

Tersembunyi
ombak di dasar
membawa beban yang berat

Awam melihat air yang tenang
yang rapat nampak alunan riak
siapakah yang sedar dasar berombak ???

ALLAH ... hanya ALLAH swt yang tahu

Aku Mohon

Aku mohon ....
untuk sinar
yang menerangi setiap ruang
memancarlah
sehingga silau mata memandang

Aku mohon ....
untuk tenang
damailah
walau bergema, bertempik suara
lantang membawa petaka

Aku mohon ......
untuk cinta Pencipta Alam
untuk kasih PesuruhNYA
untuk sayang para malaikat
dan ehsan sesama makhluk

Aku mohon .... berserilah wajah dengan cahaya keimanan
tenanglah jiwa dengan ketaqwaan
kembali aku padaMU diiringi cinta, kasih, sayang dan ehsan
terimalah aku sebagai umatmu, Muhammad
terimalah aku sebagai hambamu, Ya ALLAH
aku mohon ........

p/s sebenarnya aku amat rindu ......... dan pada ALLAH swt aku mengadu

Anugerah

Anugerah ALLAH
kasih dan ehsan .......

Kasih
rindu melulu
ehsan
selembut belaian

Di seberang ini aku mendoakan
kebahagiaan
buat kasih
walau jauh
tetap teguh ....

Di sini aku mendoakan
pengampunan
buat ehsan
sememangnya dekat
semoga erat .......

p/s Ya ALLAH swt, jiwaku semakin tenang setelah aku mengakui dan meredhakan .......
Aku bersyukur padaMU TUHAN di atas anugerah yang ENGKAU beri .......

Kembalikan

The Voice within keeps on calling ..... but no one is listening .......

Kembalikan cinta
pada hati itu
yang sekelian lama membeku
cairkanlah .......

Kembalikan kasih
pada jiwa ini
yang sekelian lama membenci
sucikanlah ..........

Kembalikan sayang
pada nurani
yang sekelian lama ' mati '
hidupkanlah ...........

Kembali bersemangat
hidup berhemat
berkasih sayang
bercinta
penuh belas
penuh ehsan .......
Kembalikan ..........

Engkau Yang Satu

There is a voice within reaching out
but no one hears it ........

Engkau yang Satu
yang paling tahu
isi hatiku ini

Engkau Satu-satunya
yang tahu bagaimana
jawaban pada kemelut yang tidak ku cari
namun terjadi bagai mimpi ngeri

Engkaulah yang Paling tahu
aku tidak mampu berlari
tidak mampu memisahkan diri
haruskah MATI ???
atau ... apalagi ???
satu tragedi ..... berulang kembali ???

A Simple Song

Once upon a time ago, I joined my kids watched a Disney Movie
Actually I was feeling sad at that time ..... and then the mouse started singing this song :-

Strike out a simple song
whenever trouble comes along
you can right what's wrong
with a simple song

One merry melody
can turn into a symphony
keep your spirits strong
with a simple song

A simple song
won't let you down
when there's no sign of help around

Sigh out a simple tune
and you'll be feeling better soon
you can right what's wrong
with a simple song

There is another song that cud actually touched me even though it was sang by a cartoon

HeHeHe
Me ??? .... Otak Kartun ....... Huh ???

Oh Well .... at least it stopped me from crying

Aku Bukan Siapa - Siapa

Aku bukan siapa siapa
cuma wanita biasa
tiada harta maupun rupa
aku cuma ada perasaan
ada cita-cita
ada angan-angan dan harapan

Aku bukan siapa-siapa
cuma wanita berusia
jangan bunuh harapanku
jangan biarkan semangatku mati
tiada apa yang aku milikki
cuma ini ........
secubit angan-angan
segenggam harapan
sekepal cita-cita
sepemeluk rasa, bahagia menantiku di sana ......

Tekad - Hazami

Perjalanan kehidupan
Di kiri kanan dugaan
Cabaran
Keseorangan menempuh ujian
Meneruskan perjuangan
Takdir Maha Esa
Restu ayah bonda
Mencapai cita-cita
Usah putus asa
Kelak kau berjaya
Membela nasibmu
Masamu kan tiba
Keimanan keyakinan
Sinar cahaya penunjuk haluan
Walaupun payah kau harus tabah
Demi mencapai segala impian
Jika satu ketika
Langkah tidak terdaya
Berkat doa usaha
Tuhan Maha Esa
Menggapai cita-cita

Nenek Lupa

Seorang nenek tua
ku kucup tangannya
memohon ampun dan maaf,
ku peluk tubuhnya
meminta kasih dan sayang,
kamu "siapa?"
nenek lupa
pada cucu dari anak tunggalnya,
wajar ...
memang
bila bertemu hanya setahun sekali,
cuma sehari
sayu ... syahdu ... waktu itu
dulu

Kini .. anehnya nenek semakin ingat
walau jasadnya tiada lagi kuat,
nenek tiada lagi lupa
pada cucu yang merantau jauh
malah memahami
merasa dirinya disayangi
bersemangat
walau jauh terasa dekat
nenek cuma lupa ......
pada sengketa
yang menjadi punca
jurang merentangi dua keluarga

Semoga ALLAH swt menyatukan hati-hati para mukmin
"Wahai anak dunia .... mari kita berdoa
esok kitakan bina
dunia yang lebih sempurna "

Pasrah

Tidak pernah mendongak ke langit
merenung bulan,
memuja bintang di awan
juga tidak pernah menyangka hidup indah di persadaran,
saya cuma punya harapan,
semakin yakin pada ketentuan,
kini pasrah pada kehendak TUHAN

Zalim

Aku wanita zalim
menzalimi diri sendiri
dengan dosa-dosa yang tiada henti
ku lakukan dalam terang
pada zahir

Dan aku lebih zalim
dengan dosa-dosa yang tersembunyi
dalam hati

Aku mohon ampun pada TUHAN
mohon maaf pada manusia
tidak juga mampu
membasuh segala dosa
mensucikan diri ... zahir dan bathin

Ingin membawa diri
jauh .....
biar jauh ke hujung dunia
sendiri
mengabdikan diri
hanya padaNYA

Biar ku tinggalkan semua
berbahagialah mereka
tanpaku
wanita yang zalim

Terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada dua orang sahabat baikku yang sering menjadi tempatku mengadu. Ku pohon maaf juga dari kalian berdua kerana sering menganggu dengan masalahku yg entah apa-apa. Mohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki.
Hanya ALLAH swt yg boleh membalas jasa kalian. Terma kasih

Rinduku Terserah ALLAH

Mengapa hatiku terlalu sayu
mengapa rindu mencengkam kalbu
sendu menusuk hati
tiada yang menyedari

Biar bumi ini merekah
biar ditelan segala sengsara dan gundah
biar dunia kembali indah
damai hatiku di sisi ALLAH

Ku serahkan rinduku kepada DIA
terserah padaNYA harus bagaimana

Andai kasih satu anugerah
di manakah silap ia berubah
andai rindu dihias restu
apakah ketentuanMU bagiku ???
Ya ALLAH .... aku berserah

Songs of My Heart

Oh dengarlah sayup tangisanku
mengapa degup jantungmu ku seru
biarlah kesepian berlalu
kembalikan hidup yang ku rindu

Sekiranya ada rindu
masih lagi diriku memerlukannya
seperti malam merindukan bulan
dan seperti siang tanpa cahayamu

I never meant to cause you any trouble
I never meant to cause you any pain

I only want to see you laughing in the Purple Rain

all I want to be is some kind of fren
baby .... I can never steal you from another
its such a shame our frenship has to end

You don't know how much you mean to me
when you're down
you know you can lean on me