Frenship ... Closure

Closure of this frenship issue :-

Its just that .... I don't make frens easily and the few frens I have, I would definitely love to
keep.
I take my frenships seriously.....
Often I find myself in a situation where I'd be crying just becoz my fren is crying. We may be miles apart... but knowing that a fren/frens is/are sad makes me sad... so I end up crying just as hard.
And of course, I'd be sharing their joy too
I appreciate my frens til death, insyaALLAH

No ... we do not have to be together.
I've got a good fren, I rarely keep in touch with. But I know when she's thinking of me & she knows when I'm thinking of her.
We've got this bond that is hard to break.... almost telepathic...
and when we meet, often I could tell what she's thinking without her speaking out loud..
and often we end up laughing about it.
NOW .. I'm sharing a similar bond with my current bestfren. I'd IM her the answer
to her question before she even asked. Actually.. it kind of registered in my mind like
I'm hearing her asking me the question. AND yes ...we always end up laughing about it.

No ... I don't expect my frens to always be there.....
I'm not even asking 5 mins in a day (24 hrs) ... perhaps just 5 mins in a mth ???
Just to keep in touch
Becoz I DO NOT want a repeat of that year ..... when I found out my good fren was gone.
I was all excited to meet her during class reunion. I could, and still can, remember her husky voice, her laughter, her smile, her face.
But when I searched for her, someone told me, " Dia dah meninggal..." She died of cancer. And I didn't even see her when she was sick... in GH KL.
If she was in GH Ipoh, that wud have been an excuse, I mean I was in KL all those time she was sick & I didn't even know about it... so I tak jenguk dia langsung
WHY ??? All becoz HUBUNGAN TERPUTUS !!!

Please guys ... thats all I ask of you .... pliz keep in touch...sekali sekala pun tak apa
asal tidak terputus.
Tak pun ..... tulis offline msg.

Well...I've said what I've wanted to say.
I will not say them again ......
You can Believe me .. or you can say "Oh .. really ??? Bullshit !!!"
Terpulanglah ..........
Words is all I have to make you believe in me ...............
And all I CAN do is offer my frenship .....
I CANNOT AND NEVER WILL force you to be my fren ..........

*** Closed ****