Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Lean On Me

Does anyone remember the song "Lean On Me"
"Lean on me .... And I'll be your fren...I'll help you carry on ....."

Unfortunately ... that does not always happen in the real world
coz we have other obligations
SO sometimes .... at the time when you need someone to lean on
the most, thats the time when everyone goes missing....
AND you're left all alone .........

YES I know .... pray to GOD, dzikir .. turn to GOD, think of GOD
I know ..I know...I know !!!
The last time I felt this way ... I thot of jumping in front of the train
Oh .. don't worry ... there's no railroad track here
and NO..I'm not thinking of jumping into Sungai Pahang
NOT when there is Aisyah to remind me ..... of MY responsibilities
to HER & to GOD
After last Sunday, she panicked everytime she couldn't see or hear me

So HERE I remain .... for my love of GOD & my family
And .. don't worry .. I've gotten used to NOT having anyone to Lean On !!!
Afterall ......... dalam kubur nanti pun sorang kan