Saturday, August 27, 2005

One Forgotten Fren .......Am I ???

I went to a gathering ...........went up to the host, greeted her
& she said, "Help yrself ..k....make yourself comfortable...etc...etc...etc...."
Ya...I helped myself...went to sit in a corner & as always ...started observing everyone else.
I sat there alone..until sumone came to greet me ...
"Hey...remember me ??"
"Sure...u are ......." , I replied
"Ha....u recognise me? ......u know everyone else yg I tegur, tak kenal I ...bla,bla,bla..."
We chatted........then came sumone else........& then another, then another & another........
No........I was waiting for sumone else........& I was thinking ' so where is she ??? '
In the end , I just couldn't wait...
"Does anyone know where Zainab is ?"
Silence..........no answer.........
Finally, I met Ju.........& she told me........
"Ina, Zainab dah meninggal....she died of cancer a yr ago....."
And I didn't know about this.............no one told me !!!
At that time.......I had no tears for her..........
I wanted to see her so much............but I was too late............& she was gone......
All I had were memories.....
Today........except for Ju...no one else spoke of her.....
everyone treated her like a forgotten fren ................
But I still remember how she looked, with her specs & her books,her smile & her husky voice ....

I have not forgotten u my fren.....Zainab Abd Aziz.
Alfatehah utk Zainab , semoga dicucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.............

Today I realise.........that I cud be a forgotten fren.....
I don't even have to wait til I die...........
When frens move on & they make new frens............its easy for them to forget me......
It does not matter what we've been thru together ...........
or that we had shared our secrets & been there for each other.........

And today I feel like a forgotten fren ........
but thats Ok......
Semoga ALLAH memberi perlindunganNYA,
menjadikan sahabat-sahabatku org yg paling bahagia .....
semoga diberi NYA kejayaan dunia akhirat ..........
dan semoga segala impiannya tercapai .......
InsyaALLAH .....Amin.

I'll be happy just knowing that you are happy my fren ...................

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Bila waktu berlalu
Kita pasti akan bertemu
dengan insan-insan yang baru
walau begitu
teman-teman lama pasti terpahat nama
walau tak semesra dulu
namun pasti akan terkenang jua
kisah-kisah lama
makan bersama
jalan berdua
namun
masa yang berlalu
membuatkan kita jarang bertemu
bukannya lupa
tapi ...........
masa yang menentu
kau dan aku
disuatu masa
pasti berpisah jua...........


alieda
p/s buat rakan2 yg pernah menjadi teman dan sahabat suatu masa lalu.
(maaf gunakan U punya blog utk berkarya. masih tak punya masa nak buat blog sendiri)

dzan said...

jgn gundah waktu sepi
jgn sedih waktu sendiri
ingat dan berucap nama illahi
munajat dan merintih minta dikasihi illahi

Cherry said...

i will remember you, insyaallah, wheneveri see the moon at night or if it is one of those moonless night, staring at the night sky .

MidlifeCrisisDolmat said...
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MidlifeCrisisDolmat said...

Dear Madam InaKL,

I apologize for my recent outburst in response to your comment on my blog. I was being very improper, and was rather rude.

Thus, please consider my apologies regarding the matter.

I do not apologize to Dzan however, simply because he is a grown man and therefore he is fit to face the consequences of his actions.

It is of no matter, he has conceded defeat, and he will probably apologize soon.

But to you, dear Madam, I extend to you my most heartfelt of apologies.

InaOK said...

Sdr Shahriman,

Apology accepted.

Anonymous said...

Laa.... ngapa nak gaduh-gaduh ni...
esok kan merdeka........so sama2lah kita menyambut merdeka..merdeka....merdeka....

dr ku
khaha

lieawulf said...

alamak, cam terkena batang hidung sendiri plak :P. not that we forgot lah, we just ter-forgot because we're busy hehehe.

no, seriously, bukan lupa tapi kurang masa untuk dig out the old school magazines and contact the long lost frens :D - eih, they didnt contact me oso what hihihi.

tapi seeloknya kena maintain lah the silaturrahmi kan.

ok, chow!