The Great Pretender

"Oh...Yes I'm a Great Pretender...
pretending I'm doing well
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a clown..........
pretending I'm not feeling down..........
Oh...Yes I'm a great pretender...."

"Excuse me......."
"Yes....???"
"Are you trying to tell me you're feeling down........"
"Nope...its just a song........modified for my own entertainment......"
"Oh..Ok....."
"Oh yes I'm a...."
"Hello......Can you sing some other song...........??? That song...is depressing me"
"Hem.............Bila Izrael datang memanggil
jasad terbujur di pembaringan
seluruh tubuh akan mengigil............
terkujur badan yang kedinginan......."

"Oh My GOD.................someone..........ear plugs pliz............."
"Death is depressing isn't it ???"
"No............I can talk about death........."
"So why the ear plugs.........???"
"Guess why..........."

Yup.........lucky it was just a pillow.............
I cud aim better with my book.......

Still.......here is to Lela & my 5K mates.... frens long time no see
but still in my mind
still have the blotting paper you guys scribbled with yr "I wuz 'ere" messages
pantang lepa.....blotting paper aku pun kelian nak conteng ???
I know this one is yr favourite
Lela ,....kena sediakan baldi kot....sekotak tisu tak cukup.........

Memories..... light the corners of my mind
misty water-coloured memories
of the way we were
scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind
smiles we gave to one another
for the way we were

Can it be that it was all so simple then
or has time rewritten every line
if we had the chance to do it all again
tell me wud we, shud we

Memories may be beautifiul and yet
what's too painful to remember
we simply choose to forget
so its the laughter
we will remember
whenever we remember
the way we were.......