Sembilu

Sembilu menusuk kalbu
memunah harapan
luka jiwa berdarah
parah

Sembilu menghiris hati
mengelar sanubari
menghancurkan impian
berkecai

Langkah terhenti
mati
Tiada upaya bersuara
terhina di mata mereka

My Songs

Akhir-akhir ini .. lagu-lagu ini sering bermain dalam kepala :

Ya... udahla .......... STOP! STOP! STOP!

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(Bicara Manis Menghiris Kalbu)
Satu per satu teman
ada di sekelilingmu
Satu per satu lah jua tinggalkan dirimu
cumalah aku saja yang masih lagi bertahan
memendam rasa
bulan madu yg indah
sudah sampai ke hujungnya
engkau pun mula berubah dan beralih arah
kata-kata manis tiada lagi ku dgr
hidup ku pula makin tawar

Tiap bicara manis
bagai kan selumbar bisa
kau tanam di jiwa
tak terlihat oleh pandangan mata ...............
Tiap bicara manis ......etc...etc
Andai sudah tiba masa tiada jodoh kita
biar kita berpisah dari merana

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(Kau Kekasihku)
Duhai malam tiada bintang
menghiasi Taman Kasih ini
hanya aku sendirian
tak berteman keseorangan
Kekasihku
hanya aku
yang memuja sisa cinta ini
seandainya ombak laut surut lagi
aku pergi

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(Purnama Merindu)
Rindu telah melekat dalam hatiku
walau awan lalu rinduku tak berubah arah

Purnama mengambang
cuma berteman bintang berkerlipan dan juga awan
siapa tahu rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku

Aku meminta pada yang ada
aku merindu pada yang kasih
aku merayu pada mu yang sudi merinduku ..........

CRAZY DIET !!!

Just sharing this joke with everyone here .......... NOT written by me !!!

You Know It's Time to Diet When...

-You dance and it makes the band skip.
-You are diagnosed with the flesh eating virus, and the doctor gives you 22 more years to live.
-You put mayonnaise on an aspirin.
- Your driver's license says, "Picture continued on other side."
- You ran away and they had to use all four sides of the milk carton for your picture.
- You could sell shade.
- You need an appointment to attend an 'open house'.

OK ..Yea... I need to go on a diet.........I've got 3 extra kg ...NOT fit for MY SIZE !!!
Do I care ??? How about we listen to this song lyrics & then you tell me
Are we really CRAZY ???


Simple Plan - Crazy

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Bicara Aku

Aku sangka seiring kaki melangkah
rupanya silap
waktu aku melangkah kaki kanan
kamu melangkah kaki kiri
mata kasar melihat kita seiring
yg peka teliti ...... menyedari

Aku sangka bicara kita perkara yang sama
rupanya berlainan bahasa
kamu guna bahasa apa ??
sungguh aku tidak mengerti
ada tersirat dlm tersurat
aku cuma tahu yg ku kata itulah kota

Berlakun di atas pentas dunia
berpencak silat tunjuk berani
bersyair mengiring tari
aku bermimpi barangkali
rupanya hidup kita berlainan dimensi

(Tajuk - diberi oleh seorang sahabat ... Terima kasih sahabat )

She Says "PEACE !!!"

PEACE !!!

Last nite after dinner, she said "PEACE !!!"

Well, not exactly...... actually that was after she said, " Oh! Oh! Trouble ..."

Ya lah .... BIG TROUBLE !!! ... for spilling her drink and wiping the table with the hand-towel.
Nope.... its not the "spilled drinks" that bothered me
Its the "she wiped it with the hand-towel" thing that made me angry ..........
No... not angry ..... just ' berasap ' ......
I mean if I'm angry it wud be like "FIRE !!! "
This one was just ..... ASAP
"NEVER use the HAND-TOWEL for anything else but YOUR HANDS !!!
How many times must I tell you that .......??? "

OK ..... I'm particular about the HYGIENE thingy .......
Call me ..... a Health Freak ??? Hey.... there are unseen germs everywhere.
These days, there are not just unseen germs , there are lots of other unseen elements around.
So I've got to be careful. This is Protection !!!
Prevention better than Cure !!!

PEACE !!!

Kanak-kanak Nakal !!! ....PEACE !!!

Kanak-kanak Nakal saying PEACE !!!
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"Stop...stop..stop"
Huh ??
"Lampu merah...."
"Oh!..... Eh...kat highway mana ada lampu trafik??"
"Ini bukan highway ...ni jalan biasa..."
"Oh!....Umm....jalan ni gi mana ??"
"Pergi Disneyland"
"Hem...ni Disneyland yg mana satu ...yg Hong Kong ke, Tokyo ke, LA??"
"Yang mana-mana lah ............ Ala.. Ibu ni banyak tanya la.........."

Ha engkau ... kan dah kena... kacau lagi orang tengah main.
HeHeHe......... my niece.....she calls me Ibu, somehow Mak Lang does not sound right to her.

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Locked out of the room....Tok!Tok!Tok!
"Password"
"Hem...Ichah sayang Ibu"
"No." giggle...giggle
"Sarah sayang Ibu"
"No......" more giggle-giggle
"Sarah dan Ichah sayang ibu ???"
HeHe..........not that one either but they let me in anyway coz I said, "Tak bukak pintu Ichah kena tinggal....."
HeHeHe .........
The actual password : "Ibu sayang Ichah dan Sarah"

Yup...I join in their games and dream their dreams....it makes me feel I'm worth a million.
Nope......more than a million.....priceless!!! coz they love me ...... and I love them !!!

Putus Harap ???

Perlukah begitu ???
berputus harap ..........
pada mereka yg amat disayangi
yang amat dikasihi
dan yang menjadi harapan
sebagai teman
dalam senang dan susah

Tapi saya sudah biasa
anak-anak saya
bermain dengan lumpur dan debu
anak-anak mereka bermain dengan Barbie dan Lego
anak-anak saya pakaiannya selekeh
anak-anak mereka ...... aduh....bergaya sekali
Bolehkah izinkan mereka bermain bersama ???
Saya ... boleh saja !!!
Mereka...... bagaimana ???

Putus harap ...
kerana harapan terlalu tinggi
bercakap ... bukan main lagi
tapi cakap tak serupa bikin .........
Islamik hanya pada mulut
sedang amalannya kalut berserabut
antara mengikut sunnah atau meremehkannya
melaksana tanggungjawab sebagai khalifah
atau mengabaikannya
Saya jadi putus harap terhadap mereka
Cakap dan amal tidak serupa

Mengorak langkah
berlalu ..........
saya jaga amalan sendiri
saya rawat luka di hati
biarlah .........
ALLAH Yang Paling Mengetahui
Putus harap ???
tidak pada illahi
Hanya kepada DIA saya berjanji kini ...........

Teman Bicaraku Hilang

Saya hilang teman bicara
masing-masing sibuk, jadualnya penuh
saya sendiri tiada waktu
bersembang, bergurau seperti selalu

Memang sibuk mengatur langkah
seni tari....
mengikut rentak irama yang mana ???
drama ...
mengikut lakonan dialog siapa ???

Aneh...
dalam sibuk ... terasa sayu
terlalu rindu ...
Teman bicara ....
kamu di mana ???
ingin ku luahkan segala .......
Ucapkanlah kata jenaka
agar aku tertawa semula.............

Kan udah janji ..... ???

Merajuk
ingin jauh membawa diri ...
Jauh hati ...
biar saja aku pergi .......
Eh....eh....tiba-tiba muncul kembali
menyapa dgn senyum manisnya
walau sekian lama menghilang
akhirnya datang lagi ...........

Mana mungkin merajuk ??
Mana mungkin membawa diri ???
Aku kan pasti kembali
Kan udah Janji ......... !!!

Ya ...
dan aku tidak mungkin tega
membiar kamu sendirian
tanpa doa dan ucap selamat
semoga hidup kamu berkat, dunia akhirat
Kan udah janji !!!

Piala

Jauhkah lagi perjalanan ini ???
sukarnya.... merentasi onak dan duri,
lamakah lagi ke garis penamat ???
payahnya .. melalui ranjau dan penghalang....

Apa ada ganjaran yang baik di hujung jalan ???
Ada hadiah lumayan ???
Aku cuma perlukan air buat penghilang dahaga,
makanan sekadar mengalas perut .....
Dan yang paling aku mahu ....... SINAR itu ......
gemilangnya YA ALLAH .... SINAR KAMU ....
piala kecemerlangan di hujung jalan .......

Possessive
Are you possessive???
I admit I am ...........
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else,
BUT it's more painful to know that the one you love is UNHAPPY WITH YOU !!!

Aisyah's Story

Scene I :-
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"Waa...."
Mendengar suara Aisyah menangis Ibu jadi kelam kabut ......
"Kenapa..kenapa ....???"
"Robot ni sakit ....Waa....Kaki dia tercabut......"
Huh???
Uuu..Aa..Lla......


Scene II :-
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Aisyah ternampak Ibu menangis depan PC
"Sob..sob...sob"
"Kenapa Ibu nangis ....Ibu nangis sebab kawan ibu tak datang ke ???"
Alamak .....ni mana pulak dia dapat idea nih............
"Tak lah, Ibu nangis sebab Aisyah ngan Hajar ngan Zahra tak sayang Ibu ...."
Huh???
Terus dia peluk dan kata,"Aisyah sayang Ibu...."
Pas tu dia gi hantar report kat kakak-kakak dia.."Hey..jgn nakal nanti Ibu nangis..."
HeHeHe.....sebenarnya saya nangis sebab baca kisah sedih kat website....."Waa...."


Scene III :-
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Selalunya bila dah bosan baca buku cerita yg sedia ada, saya baca cerita yg saya reka sendiri
"Pada suatu hari, seorang budak bernama Aisyah .....bla,bla,bla " atau
"Ada seorang anak kecil yg memakai baju ...... (ikut warna baju yg dipakai oleh Aisyah pada malam berkenaan) sedang bermain dgn ibunya ...bla,bla,bla..."
Semalam saya terdengar suara Aisyah, sayup walau lampu bilik telah terpadam......
"Buat apa tu....???"
"Aisyah ni ha....reka cerita sendiri.....", jawab Zahra
Saya terdengar....."Tiba-tiba Zahra terjatuh ......Aduh!! Zahra menangis kesakitan...Waa..."
HeHeHe.............ciplak cerita Ibu nampak..............

Love !!!

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person
I like this second line : "It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be."

Dare to Dream .....

Dream......
I'm a dreamer & I dare to dream .......
Can I make my dreams a reality ???
I wish I can ............

2006 - First Story

HeHe....like all mothers ... my first story is about my baby going to school ....
My baby is a big girl now ...she is going to school..
Tadika.... kira school lah tu.
Sob, sob, sob.
She's a big girl now .....no more Mummy's little girl....
Sob,sob,sob.....

Oh, I shud start from last nite ....
Last nite she was so excited, she couldn't even sleep....
pukul 12 mlm dok terkebil-kebil lagi.......
I asked her why ....
"Ichah nak tido ngan ibu ...Abah tak kasi....."
Waa.....(nangis teresak-esak .... meaning dia sedih sangat-sangat)
Makin ditepuk makin bulat mata dia..... Aduhai....
In the end her father had to give in ......
Hu yo.... laju je dia masuk bilik ibu......5 minit dah terlelap......
SO HARD to break free lah......

But this morning, as I registered she joined her classmates.... tak ingat dah nak salam ngan ibu.
The teacher said, "Good..she's not afraid...."
Yup...she's not afraid .....
you tunggu lah ...wait when she's really NOT AFRAID.....
Ha engkau .... lotihlah cikgu nak melayan......
Aisyah has the potential to follow in her bro footsteps.....Minah Celoteh
Hopefully her teacher is one very loving teacher.
Or may be .... even if she's not , its OK ...
Shuib had one very loving Tadika teacher yg suka melayan celoteh dia so when he entered Yr 1 he was shocked when his Eng teacher said, "Shut Up!!!" to him.
Alhamdulillah ..I think he accepted my explanations well coz he took part in every possible activities in school, even the ones involving the teacher.
I was not angry with her ..I understood..I mean if you have 30 Minah & Mamat Celoteh to handle & with yr own personal problems ...agaknya kepala yg pening dah nak jadik migraine tu yg terkeluar perkataan "SHUT UP!!!" tu kot .......HeHe..Kesian Cikgu....

Anyway....I'm alone at home now ....
Yea....can go dance myself silly...........
Oh..sebelum tu ... gi solat Sunat Dhuha dulu lah .....
Apapun mesti ingat pada ALLAH swt. dulu

Happy New Year !!! - 2006

I'm suppose to write this yesterday but ......
Anyway, Welcome 2006.
This Year, I promise it will all be about the OK's......no more KO stuffs. Whenever I get that KO feeling, I'll just go burst it in my brain....
I've done that all these years...I can always do it again.....

My apology to those who felt uneasy reading the things I wrote ...
like Hey, she shudn't say that or write that .....
My apology if sum of the things I wrote seemed like 'membuka pekung di dada'
or that they appeared to be sensitive issues that shud have not been mentioned.

Just remember my Header : Its my thots..its how I feel..I will not pretend to be what I'm not......you can say what you want..... I'll say what I want
Put it in a bubble & blow it away.............
that is suppose to mean .... whatever that was said are not meant to be taken to heart & it ends here !!! Not to be repeated elsewhere !!!

Oh!! I see .... the bubbles got tersesat ..... like its either still stuck here or it just went astray to the wrong place ...............
OK.....Sorry !! That won't happen again ...... I promise !!!
BUT I still won't pretend to be what I'm not!!!

Buat teman-teman yg menyinggah ke mari dari Malaysia, Singapura & Indonesia, termasuk
teman Indonesia yg berada di Afrika Barat tu ya .....
THANK YOU !!! ..
Thank you..Thank you ... Thank you ......for yr support & comments etc.....
Salam persahabatan .........